The
tide at Rathtrevor Beach on Vancouver Island goes out for a very long
way, so the other day we joined our daughter's family there and soon
found ourselves drawn into a walk to the sea. Far in the distance
others were doing the same thing; walking to the thin line at the
world's end where the land slid beneath the waves. Flat, corrugated
by the departed waves into sandy replicas of ripples, pockmarked by
clam holes, it felt like we were walking out into foreign territory.
Ours was a temporary visa permitting a brief visit before the sea
quickly returned to reclaim its territory.
Perhaps
it was the soft misty light, the lack of sharp distinctions that lent
this simple morning's walk a sense of walking into the land of fairy,
of accidentally passing into another dimension - those distant
figures way out on the bounds of reality standing looking out to sea,
waiting for the sign. We walked and walked far out to the sea's edge
and understood the draw, all was wrapped in softness: clouds, the
water's surface, even the ghostly gull paddling just beyond the
silent little waves that first steepened slightly and then sighed as
they slid onto the sand.
If
a hand had risen, brandished a sword thrice, and sank back into the
depths this would have simply confirmed our sense that we were
standing at the world's end with our toes already within another
dimension.
Each
frothing wavelet pushed farther up the beach, the tide was on the
turn and it was time to walk briskly back to solid land, that line of
beach logs, grasses and distant trees which spoke of the solid
familiar world we normally occupy.
It
stayed with me though, that world of the partially seen, the place of
dreams and legends that draws us all from time to time, like
sleepwalkers, to experience that other kingdom that lies there in the
mists at the edge of conscious thought.