We walk the suburban
streets and parks of Ottawa during the last great flash of colour in
the autumn foliage before the long cold eastern winter sets in. We
can feel the change in season, not in the temperature which in
unseasonably warm, but subconsciously, as a great sadness. Here is
death of a growing season and the beginning of a long winter sleep. A
completion. The brilliant leaves spiral down and blow into windrows.
Each one a unique individual. We can relate.
As a picture maker though,
how to capture the mood, the message, in such a way that others will
make the association from a two dimensional photograph. This is such
an over-photographed subject matter after all; calendars,
coffee-table books, screen-savers all showing the scenes that are all
around us here, - bright, back lit yellows and reds, winding paths
through woods carpeted with the already fallen. We are strangers on a
brief visit so we are doubly handicapped when it comes to deeply
understanding what we see or portraying much beyond the superficial.
Back home again on the
West Coast a few days later, our foliage is making the same
transition. Heavy rains have brought the moss-covered rocky slopes
and tree trunks back to vivid green and the big maple leaves are
falling steadily. Some spiral, some rock as they side slip from side
to side, while many wait for a stir of wind in the high tops to
flutter down in yellow/brown convoys that sift through the branches
and come to rest on fir branches, fences, or rock walls. In this
familiar landscape I can see the individual nature of each leaf, but
more importantly I can enter more deeply into a place I know so well.
Last spring I built a
long, low drystone wall. I love building with rock like this, perhaps
because I have so many Yorkshire ancestors who of necessity spent
their lives building them by the mile around their fields, it feels
so natural and rewarding. Now it is topped by fallen leaves. I
photograph this combination from several angles, unsure what I am
getting at. In this state of exploration I can be sure however that
what I am doing is not an off-the-shelf generic image. Grey solid
rock, structure, permanence, and the seasonal transitory-ness of
these bright, wet, fallen leaves. There is something here that lies
in the unconscious of us all.
The little ponds and
waterfalls in the stream, flowing again after its long summer rest,
pull me closer and here are leaves, new fallen, resting briefly on
the slowly moving surface. They flow past, superimposed upon the
reflections of the parent tree above. Perhaps not a collection but
just one single leaf would be right? What is
right here? Can it be quantified, developed
into a photographic theory of composition or is this so deep in
intuition that it is best left there? There is flow upon flow here,
transition, reflection, bright colour against indistinct darker
tones. I am so much deeper into my own reflective state here in my
own backyard that I could be far away in Ottawa. I am back where I
belong!
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